Opinions, Fake News and Civility

It’s been quite sometime since I have added to my blog.  And, since I haven’t gotten anything but spam remarks, mostly from Russian trollers, it makes me wonder if anyone reads this.  Either way, it is a forum for me to voice my opinions, etc.  But, then again, there are millions of blogs now along with podcasts and forums for people to make their voices heard.  Is this a good thing?  Is it worth it to hear and read everyone’s opinion – no matter how idiotic or wise?

Anonymous voices say whatever they wish without any filters.  I am totally dismayed at the horrible English that is used – which makes me wonder if the writers are all foreigners invading American posts or just uneducated, sloppy Americans – probably both.

Do I read what people post, yes I do.  And, I am totally amazed at how little sense so many of them make.  What are they referring to or discussing?  And, what even amazes me more is that some people respond to these incoherent posts agreeing or disagreeing or remarking.  And, who knows what was meant in the first place.  Because of this, I have come to the conclusion that these posts are not worth reading or definitely not worth giving any credence.

Americans are excessively gullible, believing whatever they read as if it is true – regardless of their politics.  I have little respect or admiration for Trump, but his remark about fake news does have some truth to it.  (He would know as he lies all the time.)  It is hard to know what to believe.  Where is respected and unbiased journalism – definitely not from Fox news, and not from most radio talk shows.  It is hard to believe the government – as their stories change minute to minute.  Our parents, friends, enemies voice their opinions and anger and politics without a lot of information or knowledge.  Trying to discuss facts rationally with someone who is set in their opinion (and it is, for the most part just an opinion) becomes impossible and often results in the end of communication and even long time friendships.

I remember during the Vietnam War, I am old enough to remember those times, that families stopped speaking to each other for years – sometimes forever, due to the difference of opinions and so called what being American is.  Those wounds are still evident to this day.  Yet, we haven’t changed.

We glorify what we think is being a ‘true American’.  Somehow, we have gotten being pro-war and pro-military and pro-killing as being a true American, instead of realizing that being American means freedom and free expression for all – including those we disagree with.

The number one reason that has been attributed to incivility and disrespect both in the workplace and in one’s personal life is Politics, per a recent study by Weber Shandwick and Powell Tate.   Though, we have apparently become more civil at work, (a small percentage) as of late, in our personal lives incivility has increased since 2014 reaching an all time high between 2016 and 2018.

After politics, it is race relations, police shootings, religion, then immigration and more.  You can find their full study on line .

So, how do we get around this ‘incivility’?   IMO, the workplace is not the place to discuss politics.  I have seen such anger and animosity between coworkers due to political differences, that, not only does work not get done appropriately, but some employees become so stressed, they go out on medical leave.  Unless you are able to handle it and discuss non work related issues civilly, DON’T.  Your employer will not appreciate the dissension nor hostility in the workplace.  It is not appropriate.

Take a deep breath before getting into any conversation around hot topics, and during the conversation.  Set ground rules for your discussion.  Ask permission to speak.  If things get too heated, stop the conversation and agree to disagree.  If the other person is important to you, find a way to end your conversation lovingly and with respect.  Find some common ground.

Those are just a few ideas. I’m sure you have your own and you can find more on lots of blogs and tweets.  Always ask yourself if it is worth it to get into these heated conversations.  What does it do or might it do to your cherished relationships?  What might it do to your own health and stress levels?

If you are not a troller or a foreign hacker, I would be interested in hearing from you on how your experiences have been in discussing hot topics.  Of course, if you only talk with those who agree with you, which most of us do these days, you probably won’t have any problems.









Been a couple months since I’ve posted anything.  So much has been going on politically that I was afraid to blog as my anger would eek out.  But, I am angry still as so many of my female clients (and a few males) are as well over the confirmation and the hearing process of Justice Kavanaugh.

Like so many women all over the world, I have been molested as have those very close to me.  So, the testimony of Dr. Ford reactivated all the old and very painful emotions for millions (yes, millions) of women.

The worst part is that the President, as well as a very white male group of Senators, chose to demean and minimize and even mock Dr. Ford’s situation and thus minimized, demeaned and dismissed the plight and experience of most women and young girls.  Many women I saw during this time were terribly upset and reactivated by the trauma they experienced.  I doubt if men will ever have any concept of this trauma, unless, they too have been sexually molested.  (Nobody mocked the males who were molested.)

No one believes a woman when she comes forward.  Even worse, the woman is blamed.  If you do say something, like with Dr. Ford, who had the courage to come forward (it was not a democrat conspiracy), you are not believed.   Even in court, the woman is asked, “what were you wearing?”,  “how much did you have to drink?”, “how many men have you had sex with before?”, “you enticed him didn’t you?”

Do they ever ask a man these questions – NO.  In fact, men are encouraged to drink, to attack a woman, have lots of sex as part of proving their manhood.  If a man impregnates a girl/woman, he  blames her.  She has to take care of the child forever, and is subject to lower income, financial struggles, being thought of as a slut, but the guy gets away with it.  Rarely, do these men even pay child support or care for their child (there are exceptions).

Whether or not Kavanaugh did attack Ford (which I believe he did), his belittling, childish protestations, his obvious alcohol problems, his clear political bias (not what a Supreme Court judge is supposed to have) makes him unfit for this lifetime appointment.

And, the fact that the President of the U.S., with daughters and a wife and ex-wives, once again took the side of males against what females have and continue to experience.  Initially, Trump was decent about it, but it didn’t last long.  He had to attack women; attack Ford and all of a sudden his compassion is for boys, definitely not females.   Regardless of the outcome of the appointment, Trump and Kavanaugh and Grassley and Graham, McConnell and others could have handled the entire matter with decency and compassion.  That did not happen and only shows that the current administration and Congress are not pro-women.  How shameful this entire matter was.   It is time to put more humane, caring, compassionate people in Congress.  Time to put these sexist males out to pasture.



So, I watch too much tv these days, even though I decided to get rid of cable.  But, that doesn’t stop me from the mundane, the major channels and  Netflix and Amazon, and of course, a lot of commercials now.  The Farmer’s Only commercial really bugs the crap out of me.  No wonder these farmers have been so lonely, they hang out with irritating horses.  Most of their commercials make no sense, but their tag line is pretty good.

Then there is America’s Got Talent.  If I have to watch the camera flash on Tyra Banks making faces while the talent is doing their stuff, I think I will puke.  I don’t watch the show for her nor for the mouth covering expressions of the audience or judges.  I want to see the talent and the camera is continuously going to meaningless shots of Tyra with some asinine expression.  And, then there is the constant din of the audience yelling and clapping and screaming after someone hits a high note or after 5 seconds on the stage.  Like they want it to be all about them. They just have no manners and it’s often hard to hear the talent.  Then there is Mel B. who seems to have to say what the talent is doing.  Obviously, she can’t figure it out or thinks we need her ongoing diatribe to understand what is happening.    Okay enough about them.

Now, let’s move on to the bastardization of the English language by so called college graduates.  My most irritating phrase and one that seems to have been gaining acceptance is “I had went”.  AYAYAYAYA.  This out of the mouths of supposedly educated people.  I even heard Derrick Hough say it on World of Dance and another announcer say it on a local news station.  Who is teaching English in schools these days??  For those of you who think this is proper English, IT ISN’T.  ‘I went’or ‘I had gone’ are permissible.  That’s it.  Not ‘I had went.’  Makes my skin crawl.  It should make yours crawl too.

Then there is the inability of people to email in English or text in English.  The grammar is atrocious.  Correct spelling is non-existent.  And, if you rely on spellcheck, here’s a news flash, you have to know how to spell first.   Otherwise, you won’t know the difference between ‘there, their, or they’re.’   It seems that those who write the programs for this don’t know how to spell nor know proper grammar either.

Everyone is into .America First these days.  But, it doesn’t seem that we are first when it comes to speaking or writing grammatically or clearly. If you want to hear proper English spoken, you have to leave this country and go to India, or Africa and some parts of England.  Americans are now getting a second class education.  Teachers speak poor English and that is what students pick up.  It is the foundation for critical thinking and not sounding like a moron.  It helps you get a  better paying job and more respect.

For those of you who are reading this, demand that people and your family members speak proper English. And, if you don’t know, learn.   BTW, they will also behave better.  Sloppy speech leads to careless actions.  You might notice those who speak well, usually do a lot better and are more highly though of.

Of course, there are those who speak well and are still idiots and often act unethically.  Don’t be like them.  Speak well, act well and ethically.  You will find you think better of yourself and improve your own self esteem without harming or demeaning others.

There are plenty of things to blame for the decline of manners and grammar.  Acceptance of improper English in schools.  Minimizing reading and correct spelling, saying it’s the thought that counts.  It’s more than that.  I can’t understand what you mean if your language is so distorted.   Your thoughts become incomprehensible.   And, with social media, word count restrictions on everything, the inability of people to read more than just bullet points before they get bored, has contributed to abbreviated English, misspellings, confusing grammar and, as a therapist, I can assure you, people have more difficulty expressing their needs, feelings and goals, because their English is so poor.

Maybe you have your own pet peeves about things.  Go ahead and let them out.  It feels good to broadcast them, as long as you don’t become too insulting and obnoxious.  And, if you find yourself too frustrated over it all, as I do sometimes, breathe and try to show some compassion for those less fortunate than you.   Well, I had better went now……




The Opioid Crisis and Big Pharma

Listening to 60 minutes on the opioid crisis and the governments complicity in allowing the pharmaceuticals to continue to push these drugs.  This is a repeat but it still incenses me.  By now, everyone knows the drug companies and its distribution outlets couldn’t care less about your health.  It’s all about profit.  And, this report by 60 minutes now just links the government, both Congress and the FDA, to this epidemic.

Big pharma has big money.  They only care about profit.  This is what happens when money and greed rule and we have the best Congress money can buy.  It is only getting worse.  And, even though you think you have choice in the matter, you don’t.

The DEA, thanks to Congress, has little power to enforce laws against drug companies.  It’s okay to go after the mom and pop stores or the Latino who has a small part in this.  But to go after the pharmaceutical companies, like Cardinal Health and McKesson is verboten.  Could it be that is because the pharmaceutical industry has spent 2.5 Billion dollars on lobbying effort in 2017.  Or that they spent $900 million on lobbying between 1998 and 2005.  You bet.  They bought Congress.  There is way too much money in pushing drugs and to addict people.

They do not care about you or your children’s life.  They may profess how important ‘our children’ are, but they have actually taken no action to make a difference   Over 63,000 people died due to opioids in 2016.  And 40% of those deaths are due to prescription opioids.  That’s more than died in 9/11 and in the Vietnam War.

Many hospitals are now putting in protocols regarding prescribing opioids.  But, the pharmaceutical industry is doing their best to continue to push their use beyond necessity.  So, ask yourself, who is really the ‘drug pusher’ here and who are the collaborators.

(Opioids include oxycodone`, fentanyl, methadone, hydrocodone, Vicodin, Norco, Lortab, and new stronger morphine type drugs are being created and distributed as well.}

If this concerns you, write Congress, write the President, the FDA, and talk with your doctor should they insist (like some Occupational doctors do) that you take these medications, even if you don’t want them.  This happens way too often.  These meds don’t speed up healing and, as you know, they are highly addictive.



Everyone, including me, has suffered the loss of a relationship, a death of someone we loved, a friendship, a job and our dreams.  The pain of this loss can last from weeks to what seems like forever.  How do we get through this?  So often, it seems that we don’t and even feel we can’t.  But, we can and we can thrive.

When we feel rejected, especially by someone who we thought would never reject us, like a child, a spouse, a parent, it’s such a crushing feeling.  It can bring sadness and in some cases, it can become debilitating.  In one case, I know of a women, who deeply loved her child, ended up in a legal battle with him due to unforeseen circumstances. She won the case, but lost her adult son.   He has not spoken to her in years.  And, though they were very close for most of his life, this ended whatever they might have had.  She became despondent.  Ended up with serious illnesses, including cancer and deep depression.  Formerly, a healthy person, this blow was too much for her system. 

She survived.  She finally accepted this painful situation and realized if her emotions continued to get the best of her, she was going to die.  After a great deal of inner work, she accepted what was and sent love and joy to her son…wanting only the best for him.  Today, she is doing very well and working everyday.  Yes, she misses him.  But, her being in pain did not help anyone. She embraced acceptance and compassion for her self and her son.

This is not uncommon.  We literally can make ourselves sick when we go through a loss. Part of us believes that if we are sick, the other might come to visit.  We feel we don’t deserve to be happy or healthy if the other rejected us.  If the other has died, do we deserve to live.  The connection to the other is so strong, we don’t even know who we are without them.

A reasonable period of time to grieve our loss is appropriate and healthy.  That period varies depending on the person and the situation.  And, there are some techniques to help you get through. 

Of course, talking with someone and not being alone with this pain is so important.  For some, there are groups, which can be very valuable. (Please look up an appropriate group for your needs on the internet or ask a friend or your therapist or doctor).

Make sure to take care of yourself.  We all hear the phrase ‘self-care’ but don’t necessarily know what that means.  Briefly, it means sleeping well, eating right (minimize alcohol and sugars), exercising -walking always works well and it helps to be out in nature.  Being alone for long is not healthy.  If you only have one or two good friends, that is fine, spend time with them.  Involvement in a community contributes to health and happiness. If you have a religious community, utilize them.  If you have a hobby or a way to help others, do it, that improves mood and functioning as well.

If you meditate, which I highly recommend, there is a Buddhist method called Tonglen.  As you sit quietly and focus on your breath, you breathe in the pain (yes, breathe in the pain) and on the outbreath, you send peace, love, joy…whatever is appropriate to the other or to yourself.  In fact, you can do this many times and everytime can be for yourself, the other, or to all those who have suffered the loss you have.  And, if it brings you tears, that is wonderful too.

There are other methods to help you get through which include grief therapy, emotional freedom technique (also known as Tapping), and above all acceptance.  Refusal to accept the situation as it is, only brings more pain and is like King Sisyphus of Greek mythology.  His punishment for his hubris was having to roll a boulder uphill to the top of a mountain only to have it roll down every time it reached the top.  He was condemned to a lifetime of suffering. 

Loss is part of life. No one escapes this life without suffering some loss or rejection at some time.   As a human being you have a right to be happy, healthy and live a full life.  Should you be in the throws of loss and find yourself in pain, take a moment, accept the situation, send compassion and love to yourself and even to the other, and do something nice for yourself.  Continue to practice this everyday and you will wake up one morning and realize it is not the first thought that comes into your mind nor distract you from living a good and happy life. 

Do not hesitate to seek counseling if you need assistance in getting through this time.



I completed a training in Nutritional and Integrative Medicine for Mental Health professionals last week. I had the joy of spending 5 days in Sedona at the Mago Retreat Center with about 65 other wonderful people who want to really help heal people without their having to be on medications for the rest of their lives.  Medications that, for the most part, don’t really work.

Are you aware that your gut is considered your second brain? And, did you know that between 80 and 95% of serotonin (your happy hormone) is created in the gut – not in your brain.  Yet, anti-depressant medications target the brain area that is responsible for Serotonin production.  That is, no doubt, why most SSRIs do not work effectively and have to be amplified by taking another drug.  And, it is well know that Effexor, a commonly prescribed SSRI, is not as effective as exercise in decreasing depressive symptoms (this was in Effexor’s own research).  Coming off Effexor and other SSRIs can be a long, painful and tedious process, to say nothing of the initial side effects of SSRIs – constipation (that’ll depress you), weight gain, low sex drive (now that’s pretty depressive too).

One of the other issues with SSRI medications is that there is a connection between long term use and the development of Alzheimers.

Now, I am not anti-medication. There are times when people do need an anti-depressant or even an anti-anxiety to get them through.   But, coming off is very difficult and takes months – if done correctly.  What I am anti- is the wholesale distribution by the psychiatric and pharmaceutical industries in pushing medications that do not really resolve issues and can have long term negative effects. It is rare to find a psychiatrist who actually wants to practice psychiatry anymore.  Typically, you get 20 minutes (max) with the doctor who is deciding which medicine to put you on.  Or, you don’t even see an MD you get to see a nurse practitioner or a physician’s assistant – who basically does the same thing.  Then, they might refer you for therapy – where you should have gone initially.

They rarely, if ever, recommend a change in diet, ask you about your sugar consumption or even your alcohol consumption.  How is your social life? Do you have friends – ones that are supportive?  Do you spend a lot of time alone sitting in front of the tv eating?  How is work?  Is it stressful?  Do you hate what you do?  Do you have any goals or purpose that drives you?   Do you come from a family where one of your parents was an addict?

These are significant in how your life is? Do you exercise at all?  Exercise is actually more effective than most anti-depressants (this is documented).  Do you get enough sunlight?  Most of us are deficient in vitamin D3.  We are all pretty deficient in B12- a soluble vitamin that is excreted everyday.  It is considered the Stress Vitamin and we all need it.  Do you regularly consume that each day (with food).

There are so many ways to handle difficult issues outside of medication. Medication typically dulls the senses so you can get through the day.  It does not correct or resolve the situations that have caused the depression or anxiety  in the first place.  That means you are stuck forever if you can’t get out of the stuckness of your mind.

At the training, it became evident that there are many environmental and nutritional reasons for depression as well – not just that you were jilted or your boss yelled at you or you had a mean parent.

How is your sleep? Lack of quality sleep often leads to depression.  Do you have physical pain?  This is a major reason for depressive moods.  Are you eating foods that cause depression – sugar, gluten, dairy, soy, foods with lots of artificial additives (aspartame). These are foods that have been shown to cause serious allergies, bloating, leaky gut syndrome, anxiety and depression.

It is amazing how many people clean up their diet and find that they are no longer depressed. That the unhealthy parasites that have been dwelling inside you for years, feasting on your sugar consumption have made you moody and depressed and often anxious.  Notice how alcoholics get after they drink – moody, angry, depressed.  The alcohol turns into sugar that alters brain chemistry and results in mood swings and nasty side effects.

Mood follows Food. So notice how you feel after you eat up to 36 hours after (some even say up to 3 days later).  Keep a food diary and a mood diary.  You might even notice that a glass of apple juice is too much sugar for you and you get jumpy.  Depending on your constitution, even a so called healthy food could be negative for you.

Don’t take my word for it.  Notice for yourself how you are.  How your kids are.   You might think you are giving them healthy food – because the box of cereal says ‘fortified with B vitamins’.  But, I assure you it is still laden with sugar, artificial additives and, in now ay considered a healthy food.

There is plenty of information now on what is healthy and what is a promotion. Educate yourself.  Keep yourself strong, healthy, vibrant and stave off memory loss and other so called ‘age-related’ illnesses.   Yes, you may slow down a bit, but your brain can still be active and alert well into your 90s.   Don’t buy into the TV ads or the pharmaceutical ads.  There are other, healthier ways than stuffing yourself with medications.  They should only be a last resort – not the go to answer.

More to come…..









As a diversion from the difficult and painful news we face everyday, I decided to go a little lighthearted for some relief.


Whenever a woman looks into a mirror, the question that permeates her brain is:

“Do I look fat in this?”  It’s not even, “Is this an attractive outfit.” No, it’s always, “does it make me look fat”. Inevitably, the outfit is thrown off and another and another are tried on with the same plaintive moan – ‘too fat, too fat’.

I ask you, why aren’t women all over the US asking the real question…”Does this make me look too thin.”   I’M SERIOUS HERE.  Afterall, look at how unfeminine and unhealthy the likes of most actresses look. Not only are they starving themselves to look thin on camera, they are doing it to please men. But, when I speak with most men, they want a woman with some meat on their bones – a woman who is a real woman, not a coat rack – and a skinny rack at that.

And, who are these men who prefer skinny women anyway. They are producers and directors that never grew up – wanting undeveloped females gloating over them.  Or, they are gay men, who prefer to have their women look like young boys.  (Yeah, I know, this isn’t politically correct, but it happens to be true.)  

So, it is time for women, real women, to revolt. Ask the question:  “Does this outfit make me look to thin.”  And, if it does, honey, take it off, put on that flowered print dress and do yourself proud.



One of the things I have discovered doing years of therapy, and being a mother as well, is that suffering so often comes from refusing to accept what is.  We say things like, “I refuse to accept this.”   “Until he/she changes, I will not accept them.”   “I cannot forgive them for what they did 35 years ago, so I’m going to continue to be miserable.”

When we say or think this way, our lives become a struggle and very painful.  We also prevent ourselves from growing, changing and from allowing the situations that cause us so much pain to move into a less painful place.

When I say acceptance, I do not mean resigning yourself, which would result in continuing to feel sorry for yourself (a very non-productive state to be in). Acceptance is assenting to the reality of the situation, what is, without protesting or attempting to change it, allowing it to be.

When you can accept what is, amazingly what happens next in your life changes…for the better.  You free yourself from fighting yourself, your demons, others; anger diminishes and you free yourself to view life in another way.   You will find you have more energy because you have been using all that energy to focus on the negatives in your life and things you may never be able to change.

And then, forgive yourself for having wasted all that time,  for doing what you thought was right or even for what you might have thought was wrong.  Forgiveness does not mean forgetting.  What it does mean is that you are a human being.  Humans make mistakes – it’s how we learn.  We didn’t come with manuals so we learn as we go.  Some of us have had great role models, most of us haven’t.   We are bombarded with social media, with advertising, news, movies, unrealistic expectations that make us feel we are failing; that we are not good enough.  Forgive yourself for buying into it all.  (Advertisers are betting that we will all feel less than so that we will buy their products to make us feel better – though it does not work.  But, it does make certain people rich.)

When you cannot forgive yourself, you continue with feelings of shame and guilt.  It’s hard to move forward and feel good enough and worthy if you are full of shame.  Eventually, you can do your best to forgive others.  The more you forgive, the freer and happier you become.

It takes time.  It takes some work.  Without question, resistance will come up.  Accept the resistance; it’s part of the process.   If you have been punishing yourself for years  and cannot accept your life as it is, it may take you longer than you would like to make the change.  But, the more you accept what is and that what others think of you is their issue, not yours, the easier life can be.  The happier and more satisfied with who you are happens.

I will continue to write more about this and the benefits of acceptance and forgiveness.  Look into it.  Try it.  All you have to lose is pain and suffering and so much to gain.



As much as I have been consumed with the news, politics, who is accusing whom these days, Trumps latest inane tweets, I have discovered that all this anxiety provoking information has done just that – made me anxious, irritated, angry and judgmental, no matter how much mindful meditation I do.   It has also done the same thing for everyone I meet or read on Facebook.

So, in order to maintain a sense of sanity and calm, I am limiting my exposure to the news.  No more Rachel or MSNBC, no more Sunday morning reporters and Congress people telling me how to think; Facebook on occasion, not hourly, occasional nightly news but not nightly.  I might even decide to abstain from Facebook as well.

I know that, somehow, I will be able to get whatever news I need to get whenever.  Everything is repeated more than a 100 times daily, so I’m sure I won’t miss anything.  I am a strong believer in a well informed electorate and that we must know what is going on in order to keep our country free and strong and respected around the world.

But, it has all gotten so out of hand.  With the 24/7 news cycle, and everyone posting, everything and anything has become news  There seems to be no significant difference between the importance of a missile launch by North Korea and the latest egg free scrambled eggs that taste like eggs; the devastating tax reform bills and the Kardashian’s latest shoe collection.   Everything has equal weight.  Too much information and too little substance.

Oh and everything is Breaking News – “Fly splats on windshield – Breaking News”.

And though it is not yet New Year’s, I resolve to watch less and less news, less posts and enjoy more Netflix, even though Poldark is off air for now. I will be reading more – fiction – meditating more and, hopefully, even staying off the cell phone more.

After 30 days, I shall report on how my inner and outer emotions have been affected by my own News Break. If you wish to join me on this endeavor,  I would enjoy hearing about your experience.




(A note – I wrote this before everyone else jumped on the bandwagon, like Tom Hanks, Jane Fonda – their opinions matter and they are right, but it’s like you have to be a celebrity to have an opinion on this? Or expose it?  Don’t think so.)

Yes, thank you, Harvey Weinstein, the world’s current most famous sexual harasser.  In spite of the fact that you are a very sick man, you have really shone a spotlight on this issue.  And, we also know you are not alone.  Your compatriots in all businesses need to have the spotlight shining on them too.

Let’s be clear, in no way am I defending sexual predators or harassers.  They need education, training and some very heavy consequences.  And, so do women.   Everyday I am stunned by what is put out by the media on how women should look and act.  For the most part, it is men who are sending out these messages.  But, there are some female reality stars that truly are having too much negative influence on young women.  (I shall refrain from using names, but you know who I mean.)  They walk around half naked with absolutely showing no sense of self worth or dignity.  Wearing thong jeans and exposing yourself in public, taking nude photos and sexy videos and putting them online is not okay – and yes, you will be harassed because of it, right or wrong.  And, you will also be shamed – not your prettiest picture.

So, thank you Harvey Weinstein for bringing all this out into the open even more than it was.  However, after hearing that some 60 (I’ve lost count) women in Hollywood are accusing HW of flagrant misdeeds, it got to me – MORE THAN 60 WOMEN.  What the heck is really going on?  Did he have every young actress in Hollywood?  When did he have time to make movies?  If that many women knew, why didn’t anyone say anything? Why did it take an article in The New Yorker before there was any hubbub?   Why was it all ignored for so long?  (Apparently, there were a few muffled voices along the way.)

When a man, who has a home, an office, is married asks you to come up to his hotel room – aren’t you the least circumspect?  Were they all in a daze?  And, if you were in a hotel room, couldn’t you start screaming?  If someone started to molest you, wouldn’t you scream? Or was it because it was the famous Mr. Weinstein that you turned coy.  You were not 5 years old and told, “Don’t tell anyone, this will be our little secret.”  If he pinned you down, I understand, but that is not what most of these women said happened.

For better or worse, Hollywood has always had a casting couch.  They have always had the beautiful girl to flaunt and abuse.  Goes back 100 years now. And, abuse of women and girls goes back thousands of years in society.  Unfortunately, too many women have felt it was their only way to get ahead – talent or no talent.  The moguls will take advantage and get what they can get – as will most men.  It’s up to women to say no and kick them in the balls if you need to.  Anyone notice the old movie messages …. men seem to really love John Wayne – the man’s man.  His movies include him forcing women to kiss him and then noting how the little woman will just finally fall into his arms after he forces himself on her.  (“See women really like it.  No does not mean no.”)  Take a look at most of the movies, especially 50s and 60s (but it goes on now too) and you will see it was and is a man’s world and that means the man still  has the right to do what he wants to the ‘little woman.’  Why I was just watching reruns of Bewitched – one of my favorites – but in spite of the strong Samantha, she was still always trying to placate and please her man, who repeatedly said, “No wife of mine is going to work.”  [The messages we send to girls and boys!!!]

The law was and rarely is of help.  There was no such thing as marital rape until 1993 and though it is a crime, each state has different delineations. For example, in South Carolina, there has to be additional violence to the woman before it can be considered a form of spousal abuse or rape. (Just think about it – in order to get justice, you have to make sure you get beat up.)    Then we have social media. Even today, when a female accuses someone of molesting her, she becomes the victim again – she is maligned, shamed and can be destroyed if her accusations could possibly destroy some young man’s sports career.  And, just reporting a rape is like being retraumatized.  Having to take a physical after being physically assaulted is degrading, occasionally painful and often the victims are looked at by medical and police staff as being the real problem and not the guy who caused all of the trauma.

How many men are actually arrested and convicted of rape?  How many men are arrested and convicted of child molestation?  A recent statistic I saw stated that out of 1000 rapes, 994 perpetrators walk free.  Women are afraid to report for good reason.  And, out of 311 arrests made – 7 get a felony conviction and 3 actually go to jail.

But, the HW issue is another matter.  Too many women…too many people knew of his reputation and his actions.  And, without the magazine article, this would/could have continued.  Again, he is not alone.  He just did it so much!!!  If all the males who sexually harassed others in the workplace were put on trial – well, I guess it would only be women really running this country.  This issue goes to the highest office in the land as well.   But, women!!!  You anger me in your complicity.  In your failure to join together to come forward until you jump on the bandwagon only after someone else was strong enough to say something.  

There is a big difference here between women who have been sexually molested and raped by strangers, by family members, by bosses etc. and what happened with HW.  There are girls who are sold into marriages at the age of 13 to someone 30 or 40 years their senior and used as a slave.  Children who are repeatedly molested by a relative and can do nothing and no one believes them. These people do not get millions in a settlement from some rich entrepreneur.  These females are not famous and the pain and shame they carry all their lives can be debilitating.  Who will help them? 

In my practice, I still see young women who are afraid to speak up to their husbands or boyfriends.  When I ask the question if there has been any history of abuse or molestation, I am more surprised when the client says no than yes. It is 2017, not 1017 so why are these issues still so common place?  Why do women let themselves be abused?  It isn’t like we need the man for a paycheck anymore.  And, why would any woman vote for a man who has his own history of molesting and harassing women – even committing crimes against women (see his own words).  It shows a total lack of self respect.  It says you really don’t care about yourself and that you are not important and that the man is more important than you. 

I still have hope that things will change for the better.  Not all men harass nor molest.  Not all men degrade or think less of women.  And, it is time for both sexes to take a look at what the media is presenting to us as ‘normal.’  This is what impressionable minds, both male and female, see and what becomes the norm for them. Shows like The Housewives of ….you name the city.  The fighting and screaming that women do between each other and how these women act is deplorable.  The shows like Jerry Springer, Maury Povich, Dr. Phil, couples airing all their dirty laundry and vitriol.  Marriage  Boot-Camp shows that depict horrible communications between people who supposedly love each other.  This is NOT normal and it is NOT okay.  Yet, people continue to watch and men continue to produce these shows and create anger, chaos and, typically, rotten solutions.  It may be entertaining, but it begins to permeate the subconscious and is reflected in our culture and our daily lives.

So, if you really want things to be different, start acting differently.  This goes for both sexes.  Women, have more self respect.  Don’t train your daughters to be divas who are second class citizens and think it’s okay for young girls to expose themselves.  It isn’t okay and it has consequences.  Don’t train your sons to be abusers and not to respect women.  Fathers and mothers set examples.   It all starts very early on.  (Who knows what Harvey Weinstein’s upbringing was like – OMG.)  And it is time to respect yourself.  Don’t patronize businesses that degrade women.  Don’t watch tv or movies that demean and demoralize women.  Be appropriate in your life.  And, don’t let the Harvey Weinsteins of the world get away with this… GET ANGRY, SAY SOMETHING, DO SOMETHING.  You don’t have to wait any longer for 50 other women to come forward first.